Nupe. Unless it's channel surfing. And horseback riding. And archery. And surfing--the net....etc....
Reviews, opinions, observations, rants and more by a woman with a Second Life and Asperger's--plus a few insights on the world of today and how we can fix it! :P
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Can you whistle?
Used to be able to as a kid, also was able to whistle with mah EARZ (hearing aids--awesome! xD) but now without a whistle, I cannot. Thank GAWD! It's ANNOYING AS HELL!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
How many hours do you sleep each night?
***Warning: number of hours of sleep that yield coherent speech and intelligent thought sharing vary, from 5 to 10, as well as the times that they take place......please be advised that anything remotely random in the early hours of the morning may have been fueled by unmedicated insomnia.***
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Barely There (Feeling Vague Freedom)
Yes, college. I was asked to go home and stay there for a while.....because I spent too much time on Second Life and now I'm paying for it with half a year's worth of agony with Mom and Dad. Time well spent, to be honest, because they have the BOOZE! And free laundry and food and heat and water and sewage and garbage.....
I had just turned 21 this past Halloween/Samhain, and I was supposed to move into MY OWN APARTMENT then, but that stupid freak snowstorm happened and the resulting damage cut out the power to my apartment building. And with no power, they couldn't really process me. I could've moved in the next day, but there were availability issues with the muscular assistance.
Buuut, I was able to enjoy Ghost Adventures lately. Zak, Aaron and Nick....ZOMG, not just cute but also BADASS! (Honeyyyy......significant-other-of-mine.....It's appreciation of their good looks and personality. You don't have to worry about us.) Because of them, I really do want to take up paranormal investigating, which means I need a digital recorder, a still camera, an EMF detector, and a video camera.....but Mom and Dad won't get them for me so I can do this stuff. They're too scared of real life ghost activity (Dad especially), plus Mom's too Catholic for this. I mean, I know that the Church believes in this, that they acknowledge that it's real. But I want to help others know that this is real, that they can start believing too. Plus, why else would I be born on Halloween 21 years ago? LOL! :3
So, tomorrow (from the date of this post), I'm moving and I'm bringing my computer with me, as well as my own TEEVEE and furniture.....and LAMPS! Gawsh, I'm getting my own place! I'm so excited! I can't get online just yet--there's gonna be a small delay there because I can't afford Interwebz just yet. Social Security is being an ASS, especially what with my job and all.
Yes, this past September, I was hired at a specific (anonymous) retail store; those who are friends with me on my RL Facebook account know who I work for. I'm in Customer Service and oftentimes, I help people out on the sales floor. Only problem is that this job has me hating the weekends now: since so many people are off during the weekends, they just have to come on Saturday and Sunday and BLOCK my pathways without much regard. It's a pain in the ass, and with so many people shopping there at once, it gets very overwhelming and nerve-wracking. I wind up being antisocial during those days because of the size of the crowds practicing one of my pet peeves ("Get OUT of the WAY, motherfucker, before I ram this fucking cart into you! I'm working here and just because you're looking at something doesn't mean you have to stand in the MIDDLE of the main trackway with the damn cart blocking the next aisle!" Yeah, I can't shout that but it feels good to get that off my chest.) and my getting behind on put-backs. You know, those items that people initially wanted to buy but decide not to while at the registers because it's too much or too expensive or impractical? Yeah, I put those back--plus ALL of the items that people don't bother to put back where they got it FROM! Most of these lazy folks are kids, but thanks to Dad's way of teaching me respect towards others, he has me putting items back where they belong, with their brothers and sisters also for sale. So, I know these kids haven't been programmed to act the same way but it doesn't hurt to teach them this behavior: "Put it back where you found it." Just saying this to your kids will help me not go overly OCD because they will help contribute to society by not leaving things around. It's like keeping your house clean: the cleaning chemicals go there, and the food goes in the pantry and the toys go into the toybox..... This is a necessary skill that they will use sooner or later, unless you don't care about them living in a pig sty of a place of their own. So, in comparison of practice and behavior, I'm actually a much better person than them. (Yay, narcissism! FOLLOW ME, DAMMIT!)
With a shitload of items packed, including my own microwave, toaster oven, bakeware, set of sharp knives, etc..... (YAY! I can bake my own goodies!) I am typing here while praying for Social Security to improve their standards. They're like, "Oh, since she's living with her parents and they're not using her money on her, along with her having a job that may or may not be over $500 a month, let's just slash her share in half. That way, they can be motivated to do something with her money!" Ye, government! For every dollar I earn, they cut $0.50 out from my share of the tax money. This must be amended, what with the $1,999.99 limit in net worth (like amount in the bank plus assets) and all. Maybe the legislators could stop padding their own paychecks and start increasing the limit for Social Security to $2,500 US. Not that I will join the Occupy movement.
I actually have concerns about that movement: this movement shouldn't be all "anti-capitalism," which is what the communists and anarchists all want, but rather, an opposition to the current principles of the country's capitalists and government. Yeah, the Man may be strapped for cash but COME ON! The members of the middle class (of which I'm a member of--duh!) are the ones who provide the money for their paychecks. But the wealthy members of society (or perhaps anti-society?) are the ones who provide for their campaigns....why? Probably to safeguard their money, leisure activities and business practices..... But there's a reason why they should be taxed more: they can afford to pay for the mudslinging campaigns (which, for some reason, resembles political mud wrestling....WOOHOO REDNECKS!) as well as the higher taxes.... Because they're RICH!
However, this "anti-capitalism" cry for help is a double-edged sword: there are those who work hard and get what they earn....and then there are those who want to get what they haven't earned due to some (non)sense of entitlement. That's why competition is healthy, so that we can do our best so that we can get what we deserve; but the lazy asses who like to sue for dumb-butt reasons want to get by on a hard-working man's salary by doing as little as possible. That's why communism is actually really unfair, because if two people work in a factory in a communist country and one works to do double the minimum amount of work, while the other one just barely does the minimum, the two will still get the same amount of pay, no matter what. That's what promotes laziness: equal treatment. I know, it sounds back-asswards, but it's true. Don't we all want to do our best? Don't we all want to feel that we achieved something? That's why capitalism is good for us, but only in the hands of those who are not misguided pigs of war and oil who crave more power and popularity. That means YOU, Republican fuckheads in office; you're just scared of how society has changed that you are blaming Obama for what Bush did! The members of the LGBTQI community are people, and therefore, are humans! It's not a sin to love someone regardless of their gender, now is it? Jeez, lighten up a bit and then everyone will be happier.
Anyways, time for a more positive ending: this past spring saw the release of the third installment of NutcaseNightmare's :the game: series......titled Reimagine :the game:!!!! It is featured on Newgrounds and totally lots of fun; certainly different from the past two versions, what with all of the problem solving skills needed to "beat" each level. And if you pay attention to the end credits.....OMGOMGOMG! I'm listed as one of the BETA TESTERS! Yay me! xD thank goodness for friendships, lolololol! I just need to jack his keys and unlock the rest so that I can get the other medals and things like that. :3 LOL! My "official" review hasn't been posted yet but I can tell that my score for it will be 9000+/10 stars.
Anyways, that's all I can reveal for now. More to come when I finally obtain my own Interwebz and get caught up on EVERYTHING in Second Life....Did I tell you that Mom and Dad want me to outright ragequit SL, which is why they deprive me of this.....basic need? Nope? I didn't? Okay, just making sure, because I don't wanna repeat myself.... LOL!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
What's the craziest thing that happens in your hometown?
Uh, define "crazy," because I'm pretty sure that it's already crazy--trust me. Anything where someone decides to support al Qaeda or where a piece of fence is left on the tracks and a train drags it along, making it spark and start a wildfire near downtown......
And if that ain't enough, there's always ME! >:333
Sunday, July 10, 2011
What's your favorite game from when you were a kid?
Memory, mancala, kid games i could get through an MS-DOS operating system computer....um, Pokemon Blue, Yellow, Gold, and Crystal......other stuffs like that.....
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Can you ever not be a wannabe punk spaz?
Can you ever not be a critic of mah stylez? it's meh own choice, boi, so it's cooooolz!
Do you herp your derp all night long?
oh, do you WANNA know? :3 are you pervy enough to know? are you gonna be like.....HERPDERPFAPFAPFAP???
Saturday, May 7, 2011
What historical time period would you most like to visit?
Victorian era and Spartan era and....awesome eras.....definitely the 20s and possibly the 50s
Making The Game wallpapers. What screen resolution do you have? http://thegame.nutcasenightmare.com/wallpapers
idk....just whatever i use. ( ._. ) school has like 1290 x something or other....
Friday, May 6, 2011
Real life, Second Life and Insanity in Both
- It's ROLEPLAYING!!!!! It's not....real. It's virtual kinks and fetishes! Hell, there are even CRAZIER fetishes out there! Just look at my F-list and hover over each of them for an explanation. See? There's vore and other such things, like "Watersports" that involves urinating....UGH! I may be nuts but I'm not THAT nuts......
- Even though it has the theme of rape and forced sex and even torture, I, as a person, do not condone these acts of violence as being okay. I understand that there are people out there who are victimized and violated by rape, sexual harassment, sexual violence, torture, and other injustices. I agree with those people that it is nightmarish in the sense that you are violated against your will. However, I stand by point #1 with an addition to that: this is all consensual after all, but people are roleplaying it out as rape and forced sex and torture; it's not real rape or sex or torture. It's a roleplaying theme with dark urban tones and to add to the credibility, I don't always do the rape and sex; I also roleplay following a storyline. Much like I do in other places, like Insilico and Siden.
Another part of Second Life I'm quite enjoying is Assassin's Grid, a game that's sort of Mafia Wars style but different: you "claim" lands on various sims like a gang "claims" land as part of their territory, you harvest items from them and use those items to craft things to help you survive longer or to make your land stronger. You can form teams and operate under factions like "Deathslayers" and "Assassins".....but I usually do it OOC unless there's some roleplay that I can incorporate into it....mostly because of inspiration and there's other roleplaying going on.... but there were times when you have to just LOL at the insanity of SL..... Like in the most recent of sim claims, there's a Tokyo City.....and when we arrived, a friend I had teamed up with, she said this:
[02:32] Danja Resident: of COURSE its a BDSM park
Now, I have to agree with her--SL = Sex Life. It's where you are in a glorified chat room referred to as a Virtual World.....and you can fuck people on it. It is Sex....and virtual.....cybersex plus porn and a dude walking around with his pants falling off and you just can't help comparing the prim junk he's wearing to a lightly tanned golden turd sculpted smooth.
Yet, AG (Assassin's Grid, I'm with the Assassins, teamed up with Danja and with the Urbanites) is great to play, especially when you figure out "gf" doesn't mean "girlfriend" but rather "good fight"....Yeah, it's hard to get started all the time, especially since people keep killing you all the time because you're easy to kill and power up from..... After dealing with a death at the sim of LOL (I kid you not, there is such a sim!), the following happened:
[01:47] ChallengeRegion: You have died and have forfeited your challenge!I was obviously kidding about it....but it was true! Like I was working on a blog and all of a sudden, she showed up and I was moving windows around for optimal multitasking, but I saw the messages and she assassinated me! While I was distracted! Ugh, frustrating! But I was able to take on some great sims! And some I selected solely based on names..... :3
[01:47] Eden Pyrithea: HEY
[01:47] [AG] Assassin HUD v3.1 (wear me):
**GRID EVENT** jazzy Kayo has assassinated Eden Pyrithea **GRID EVENT**
[01:47] jazzy Kayo shouts: gf
[01:47] Eden Pyrithea: i didn't even--i was distracted!
[01:47] jazzy Kayo: hey there :)
[01:47] Eden Pyrithea flaiiilllllssss
[01:47] jazzy Kayo: lol
[01:47] jazzy Kayo: u gota keep an eye out for me lol
[01:47] Eden Pyrithea: you took advantage! this is fight rape FIGHT RAPE
[01:48] jazzy Kayo: lmaao lol
On a seperate note, I have to thank NicoleX Moonwall SOOOO MUCH for the opportunity for being in a video made in SL!!!!! It was so awesome! Of course, I was wearing an outfit from Graves Latex and Leather.....and hair from FallnAngels Creations.....with skin as a prize from the Twisted Hunt and using a dance HUD that was given to me by a friend.....but it turned out to be awesome. It was mostly set on a sim that was just very cool, the Spencer Museum of Art and it's so steampunkish and dark and surreal that I looooove it! Helicopter sheep, living prims, bouncing easy chairs......it's just the place for me to hang out and think of the beauty of the decay of life gone past and the power of imagination gone out of control..... So, I'm one of the dancers in the video and a couple of friends are also in the video.....The result of all of us together dancing in a spot on that one sim is Spirit's Dream, a very surreal trip through music and imagination.
See if you can find me! >:3
But I'm risking failure by doing this blog instead of doing research for my portfolio for English which is due (at the time of my doing this blog post) in less than 3 hours.....*gulp* Damn exams and damn parents...gonna be heading home tomorrow (on the 7th of May, 2011).....and suffering....will explain more another time.
Til then....PUNK OUT OR BUST!!!!! \o/
Monday, May 2, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Hello. Thank you for your purchases. Your items will be delivered via Portals.
niiiice--just do me a favor and make sure it's got a warranty and insurance on it.....i'd hate to lose me Portal gun, since otherwise i wouldn't be able to use it on the people who spam me and do bullshit like this.
What's the story behind your Formspring username?
gamer tag idea: i'm a Lady, my SL name is Eden and i've quite 1337....smple!
Greetings. Our records show that you have an outstanding balence on your Aperture Science account. Please pay now or you will be killed slowly. Thank you.
you have been reported to the anti-death crime squad. please STFU and have a nice day. thank you.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Who is your best friend and how did you meet him/her?
ummmmm.......................best friend? you mean i have to pick one? can't i pick a sister? :<
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Have you been able to keep your New Years resolutions or have you broken them?
Broken. Fo' shizzle, mah bizzle. Promises are only promises, but plans and friends can help you keep to fulfilling them.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Would you rather hang out with a small group of friends or a large group?
I'd rather hang out with a few friends.....3-5 approximately..... a large group just has too many to keep track of.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Besides Formspring, what websites do you check the most often?
This one ning site, twitter, flickr, youtube.....that's it. oh, and your face.
What's your favorite clothing brand?
A ning site, my twitter, Flickr, youtube, Facebook..... etc etc.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
What qualities do you look for when you're dating someone?
Honesty, trust............commitment, how much they value you, and accepting of your faults and flaws while heralding your good qualities.... Basically, someone you wish was your child! the good looks are just a bonus, though! :3 a sweet sweet bonus!
Monday, April 11, 2011
If you could be the president or leader of your country for one day, what would you do?
I'd do what every leader should do--follow through on my promises and not be a hypocritical bastard. Also cutting big spending by the government, taxing the rich and helping the not-so-rich.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Would you rather own a luxury yacht or a private jet?
i'd own a luxury yacht with a runway on it for my private jet! :DDD
If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?
a fiction novel....or a series installment
What's the first thing you check when you turn on your computer?
What's the first thing you check when you turn on your computer?
Answer here
What's the first thing you check when you turn on your computer?
That it works. That it's plugged in and turning on and you can see your crap on the monitor. Then I go into Firefox and check out mah ning shit....got a couple of comments on a photo already. Um.....then i check other stuff, including Formspring while Skype loads. Then.......i load up Second Life, log in, check OTHER stuff like flickr while it loads.....then i check the messages on SL. :3
Friday, April 8, 2011
What's your favorite clothing brand?
the kind that's not necessarily a clothing brand, but rather.....my own. LMAO! Liquid Renegade, errbody! BUY IT! >:3 *shameless plug*
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Don't you think it's a little bit creepy that you hang on Noah's every word? Infatuated much?
Don't you think it's a little bit creepy that you find out what other followers are doing with Noah? Freakin' creepy, yo. I'm not the one stalking him anyways--Slendy and the Observers are.
Never mind, found it. I AM A DUMBASS.
no, i am. i'm also a smartass......PARADOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!
If a strange man in a suit kept following you, what would you do?
I'd flip him off--he's usually either from the IRS or a Mormon....
or a creeper.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Second Semester, SL Trimesters, Naughty Pixels and Much Moar COWBELL!
Friday, April 1, 2011
When you're lost, are you more likely to ask for directions or find your way without help?
i resort to asking if i get frustrated or stuck enough. now shush, the GPS is speaking! we must hear and use its almighty knowledge!
What things do you do to stay healthy?
I live.....and just....exist....and not be completely brain dead.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
If you had a day to volunteer, where would you volunteer?
A day? Why would I want a DAY? I want a MONTH! Or about 2 weeks! Habitat for Humanity, AmeriCorps.....or the tsunami/quake-affected areas of Japan, in Haiti or even in New Orleans where they're STILL recovering from Katrina and Rita. DONATE TO HELP! DOWNLOAD TO DONATE! http://japan.downloadtodonate.org/
Monday, March 28, 2011
What's more important - who you know or what you know?
I have to say both. It's both who you know and what you know. who you know is important because you gotta have friends to help you out. What you know is also important because you also gotta use the knowledge you have to solve problems and live your life.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
If you could live in any house you wanted to, what would it look like?
an awesome house that could be conceived by some badass building in SL! :OOO
Friday, March 25, 2011
Yes, i cured your hiccups. Give me cookies now. NOW.
lol, you can get cookies from me. just get me some cookie mix, mix in some eggs, vegetable oil and water for me.....then stick it in the oven after portioning it out for me, and keep it in there for 20 minutes, then take it out and place it on some cooling racks for a few more minutes. why? cuz i'm an asshole! :3
How much TV do you usually watch in a day?
some...not a lot....depends on what's on and where the tv is at
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Fill in the blank: ______, I choose you!
TROJAN CONDOMS MIXED TOGETHER WITH SECOND LIFE MAYO!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Do you know any hot single guys? Can you point them to my Formspring or Twitter so I can talk to them? Thanks
Lol, um.....hot, yes. single? Not really.
Are you better at using your brain or your brawn?
both. be smart about how you use your strength, and be strong in how you use your brain. tis then you can succeed in almost everything.
If you could own any kind of pet, what would it be?
I had a pet angel on SL....now it's like.... "where is he?! did he leave me?!?" But still, at least i have a back-up.
as for RL, it's gotta be a pet everything--except spiders and turantulas. UGH!
Sunday, March 6, 2011
What are you most looking forward to right now?
spending time with friends and sleeping..... *drooooolssssss*
Saturday, March 5, 2011
If you could eat at any restaurant in the world tonight, which one would you choose?
Blade Runner for sure....and iRobot (with Will Smith) and Surrogates....definitely those! :P
Friday, March 4, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
What fear would you most like to conquer?
my fear of failure when I make decisions......i hope. (known as decidophobia)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
:: Twisted Hunt Mantra ::: Twice a year, we patiently--or impatiently so--wai...
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
What language would you like to learn how to speak?
What language would you like to learn how to speak?
Answer here
What language would you like to learn how to speak?
fluent French, Japanese, real German, real Afrikaans, Spanish, Russian.... and Esperanto and binary! the geek languages!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
What's the last good book you read?
I'm not sure, I don't remember, and I can't think of one right now.....
Friday, February 18, 2011
If you could eat at any restaurant in the world tonight, which one would you choose?
a fancy one in Paris, France or in England or NYC....NINJA CASTLE!!!!!!!!!
If you could do only one last thing before you died, what would it be and why?
not sure....reley....
Saturday, February 12, 2011
If you could move to any foreign country, where would you move to?
I'd move to either Japan or France or even the UK....cuz i love those countries. I still love the USA, it is simply that I feel an appeal of these countries that is desirable.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
What's your favorite board game?
Not sure.....it would have to be Monopoly....or something like that..... O.o
What's the origin of your name?
My Gamer tag--Eden (my SL name) + Lady (from Lady Heather on CSI) at the beginning + 1337 (Leet...cuz i am!) at the end = LadyEden1337.....
that's the origin of my name--that and God/Chuck Norris
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Are you a morning or night person?
never a morning person....late night is a mebbe.....unless it's Towers' late night! LATE NIGHT ICE CREAM FTW! or CAKE! caaaaake!
What would your perfect day look like?
me being happy because i don't have to do anything and everything would work out. :D and i get to spend time with the boi.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Why does "ladyeden1337" get more Google hits than "Nutcasenightmare"?
cuz it's GOOGLE.....it searches for just "Lady" and "Eden" and "1337" and any combination thereof. and cuz i haz a flickr that has LadyEden1337 as tags. :P
and cuz Google likes me so much! xD
Would you rather go a week without Internet or a week without running water?
week without running water because i can buy the bottled stuff instead. week without internet is just blasphemy....
What's your favorite movie quote?
I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I've watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain. Time to die. --Roy Batty, Blade Runner
Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?
famous musician--you know what happens to famous actors/actresses.... *points to LiLo*
Monday, January 10, 2011
New Year, Old School
The following is a carrot-on-a-stick plan for success:
- If I do all my work on time/early and SUBMIT it, in addition to making it to all of my classes, going to all the study hall sessions, going to work-study when I am scheduled to instead of skipping out (or call when I can't make it), and maintaining acceptable hygiene, I get paid money. Approximately $10 USD a week, in cash. Which is good because there's a Linkin Park concert in Cincinatti that I can't pass up!
- If I screw up like I did last time, by skipping class to roleplay on Second Life and thereby causing my grades to slip, then one of the GMs at the cyberpunk location that I roleplay at has no reservations about using the banhammer on me from both the location AND the Ning site that is associated with it! And I don't think I want that..... No, seriously, I really don't want to be banned from where I can chill and hang and be creative. Plus, bannage is worse than a missed concert. Much worse.
- I have a whole team of friends with a variety of backgrounds (real life Girl Scouts and associations with my real life sister, Second Life roleplaying, etc.) who are willing to whip my ass to make sure I stay on task before I get to do any fun stuffs. Sure, it'll get annoying as all fuck after a while, but now I understand their reasoning: they want me to succeed and enjoy all the good things, all the rewards of doing well. They really care about me, in fact. So I pretty much owe it to them by doing well and be all like, "I know, you care! You really care! So I'm doing this for you! Just because you care!" But I think I will need random reminders every once in a while about this particular scenario.
- I have resources available to me. Why don't I use them? Why don't I use the Writing Center or the tutoring program here at the college? I shouldn't be afraid to ask for help. This isn't high school at all. High school is back home in Pennsylvania. This is West Virginia. Significant others can kick people's asses if it's to defend their girlfriends here! And I don't have a history with anybody--I can reinvent myself all over, and not care who gives a shit!
So, really, I have to get this semester going well for me. I mean, it's my totally-never-ever-gonna-get-another-one last shot at good grades. And good grades are important because it has to do with funding; I must maintain an agreed-upon cumulative average (at the very least) to keep the funding. Because Marshall is fucking EXPENSIVE. I don't have very many scholarships and the Office of Vocational Rehabilitation is helping fund my education because it's a form of training, in fact. And because there's a certain program that they're paying for because my family can't. We're not poor but we're not rich either.
So in order for me to do well, I have to knock it off with all the failing I've been doing last semester, put my head down and charge forward. Sure, I'll run into walls but the walls are MY fault. Why shouldn't I do this? That's what I'll be asking myself from now on, if I get stuck in fighting the need to do something that I know I have to do.
So, aside from dreaming about things, plotting other things, being vague and going back for one more round with college, life seems to be good.
I'll wrap this up with a video from YouTube. Nuff said.